I now feel I have to go back and organize the information I found
online and in books I have. Then I have to hone in on putting together
my thoughts and designing a plan. Have to keep chipping at it in the
meantime.
I've
gathered up a shitload of info - and what I do w hen I research is
eventually write an outline and a paper for myself (with info &
research references included so I can remember 'why' I decided to take
something.
I definitely want as much as I can to originate from
the country I live in now. Roots and barks don't have to come from a
rainforest to be powerful. Of course there's more mystique in foreign
"cures".
My body has always responded to hot water infusions/teas
better than tinctures so what I can find in that form I'll probably
take in that form.
I'm thinking I need to organize substances I'm
interested in into several categories :
Biofilm Busters, anti-viral
anti-bacterial anti- microbial anti-fungal anti-parasitic substances.
anti-inflammatory and pain substances
Detoxifiers
and Cleansers: for the endocrine system and the skin and the bowels
where some of the slain spirodudes end up. And some substances
(especially upping my water intake) which can offset herxing which is
too intense.
Rebuilders: rejuvinators, revitilizers - and health enhancing substances foods and practices ...
I need to incorporate physical stretching, balance building and strengthening movements into my day.
Spiritual,
mental and emotional cleansing andpractices substances to help anxiety
and the famous Lyme rage and to help me sleep, and support the adrenals
since all this stress drains them.
It's making me tired just
looking at all that. I first consulted my intuition and then went
looking around the internet and I see that a lot of Lyme veterans did and
do some of the things I instinctively arrived at. Rotating the phases
above and I also think I may go on one plan for a month or so and rotate
plans too, so the spirochetes don't adapt to whatever I'm doing and
find ways to withstand.
Having a high deductible as I've always
had when I did have insurance has probably saved my life. The people I
know who have good insurance have all been persuaded to be good cash
flow patients on multiple prescriptions, getting tests and having
appointments all the time. I have a strong aversion to doctors,
(Naturapaths especially the wonderful one I have now has dispelled some of that)
I think that aversion is my
will to live intuition. I know that the real doctors of long ago, herbalists, energy healers and midwives, were burned at the
stake long ago, and those who still remain are under frequent threat of
harassment & persecution from the AMA.
I hope I have enough
energy left to me to finish off this fight favourably and just live in
some semblance of peace, comfort, and tranquility for the rest of my
life.
At the very least I can at least give it my best.
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